School, Work and Wants......I have too many of the last one

Man oh man, I am surprised to see this blog still up and running. Some people (if they ever read this thing) would have said that I've abandoned it. While they would have only been half right. It is true that I haven't been here in like a month but I have an excuse, my life. It's going to be hard to sum up a month in a matter of a day so I will try to ballpark it around two posts. Ok, fasten your safety belts and hang on for the ride. Of course, some of you know that I started school on April 4th and it has been great. I am loving my courses and even my grades are improve. My best friend, Brian is attending school with me too, so at least I am not alone at a new place. We talk about computers (mostly computers), women and money (the trifecta of nerd culture). Never have I met a dude who so down to earth and didn't conform to anybody like him. He's a shadetree writer (like myself) and we swap story ideas and plots for what almost seems hours. Now moving this along to my job (or jobs, read on further to find out). Like what I used to do over at Waycross College, I do work study here. In the beginning, it wasn't the most productive thing to do but hey that's what work study is all about.....busy work. Anyway, it's not like I do all the work by myself, my co-worker Jeanette helps with the work load. She's an ok person, a tad rude at times but ok. I get paid about once a month which isn't bad but then again it isn't good, do you understand what I am saying? Good, because you know how I hate to repeat myself. Okay dokey, moving along, oh yeah my other thing. The one thing that I have been hoping for so long finally happen. Waycross finally has a video games store. As soon as they had job openings, I had an application on their desks waiting. They called me a few days later to ask if was available for an interview, for which I agreed that was (after I stopped screaming, LOL). So after the interview, he need to run a background check and then he would call me back with an answer. Everybody there pray for me because I need all the help I can get. Let's see what else am I forgetting. Well, my love life is still in the toilet as usual. My best friend, Kimchi is now dating a guy from Las Vegas named Eddie. She really likes him and I am happy for her but this whole relationship is moving a little fast for me. Maybe I am tripping or I just don't want her to get hurt by this guy. For the past few years, I have been a guard dog with my little lady friends. Everytime, they start to liking someone, I begin to bark. I sniff out the guys' flaws and bad habits. Then, I bite them with they do bad. Yet, when they do good, I make them look good. Anyway, back to Kim, I am not jealous about their relationship, she needs someone to love. Just I thought she didn't do the long distance relationship thing and as far as I'm concern two weeks isn't long enough to find out what makes them tick. I am going to talk to her about that when she get back to Mich. She will understand what I am saying. She isn't like those girls I used to know all high strung and ready to pop someone in the mouth everytime someone looks at them funny. Moving along from that (I am started to get a little weepy........ nah not really), my mother can still be so impossible to understand. I know I got problems and issues with responsibility, I am 21 years old for goodness sake. I've got my whole life ahead of me, dog gone it. Yet, in her eyes, I have to be super smart, alert. and responsible. I just should could understand me better, so until then I will tell her anything about my life. She needs to know that I am a human being and that I make mistakes and I am not going leave my life walking on eggshells because of her. She can take away my friends, my stuff, my money and the very clothes on my back but she will never take away my individuality. I will change my cleaning and studying habits but that's it. For now on, I am going to be my own person and when I am done with my education, I am going to Atlanta and make a name for myself. I'll be damned if I come home a failure. Well, that's the long and short of it and hey, I didn't need two posts anyway. If I forgot anything, I will post it here tomorrow or whenever I feel like it. Anyway, everyone out there have a good life and when you have sex, think about those like me who aren't getting any. I love everyone, peace out.