Thursday, March 08, 2007

An Unusual Contentment or The Calm before the Storm

Today for some reason at work, I feel very much content. It's not a weird feeling but just usual for this time of day. I am usually this way in the mornings or at night but never in the afternoon. I don't feel sick or have a fever or anything. I am enjoying it so much, yet a feeling make me wonder if this is just a good feeling until something bad happens. Nah, I mustn't think that because it cheapens the mood. Man, I love this quiet because it gives me time to think about my writing and research. This job is like a god send to me right now and I soaking up all that can learn. I always thought about working in a library, shame I never had the chance to work at the one in Waycross College. This place doesn't have a quarter of the books that WC had. I used to go there and read for hours. Even though I could still go there, it just doesn't feel the same as when I was a student. Oh well, let's see what else happened today. Hopefully in about a year or so, I will start building my new computer. After the stress and ordeals I am having with my credit card, I vowed to never buy another computer again as long as it was a laptop. I picked all the parts myself even down the last detail. It's just I don't have any or all funds to start buying them and have no clue when that will be. Yet, I am confident that I will get up the cash (legally, of course). Maybe I could take a 2nd job or expand my sideline into different ventures. With my side job, I could build computers for people until I can build my own. My mom has been so helpful looking for clients. She got one of the girls at her hairdressers interested and I haven't built a computer outside of Mr. Harris' class. I have faith in my skills and this can be good practice for me. Well, I think I have said enough for now. I gotta keep you people (all 3 of you) wanting more. God Bless everyone and tata for now.
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