Monday, April 09, 2007

Another new poison but will I drink it.

I usually have to rethink my life every other week now. What is my attraction to lost and wayward women. I think I was caring and kind priest in a past life or something. I just feel like I can help these women back into fold and into a better life for themselves and women. Yet, sure enough, they fall backwards into sinful ways. I am not saying that I am some holy saint but I'm not running the streets, drinking and smoking. I have a lady friend who I am reconnecting with after a long time. I think she is really sweet and stuff but she is just too wild for me. I need someone a little calm and rational. She has a good head on her shoulders, just doesn't use it enough. She's loud and always on the move. Then, there is the Willie factor to consider. The Willie factor (named after Tasha's ex-boyfriend) is when a girl dumps her ex and moves on only to reconnect with the ex on various occasions. Ultimately, returning to the ex but having the same amount of in the past. Also now as the "The Grass Is Always Greener on the Other Side of the Fence" factor. So with that and that he is the father of her child, could bear heavily on the decision. Frankly, I could care less because she lives 3 states away, yet I just don't like losing someone to a butthead. Well, I guess she and I can have a good chat and be friends until something pivotal happens or I meet someone closer. Anyway thanks for listening, Internet. Ta ta for now.
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