Wednesday, December 14, 2005

My Day of Judgement for Finals and what do the lonely do at Christmas

Man, oh man, have I been busy. The one thing I hate about this time of the year is the finals before the holidays. They can take a good cheerful Christmas mood and turn it in a Grinchy one. Today was my last day and I am so glad that it is. I don't have to worry about another assignment until the new year. I have worked very, very hard in my first class, Microcomputer Troubleshooting. For our final in there, we must build a computer, install an OS(that's operating system to you non-techie types out there), and fix it after our professor messes it up. I had it easy in the beginning although I did have to hook up dual monitor. What is dual monitor you ask? Dual monitor is a techinque where you connect two monitors to the computer and they will act as one monitor(it is so cool when it finally works.) I know I aced that final exam, so I am proud about that. On the other side of the spectrum, my last class of the day is a different story. I loved and hated (mostly hated) that class. The only reason why I actually loved that class was that you gave me a hard drive to do my work on and I played video games on that. Also they gave me a full copy of Windows XP Pro. I know I failed that final badly. My mom has been a great comfort to me throughout my school career from Elmentary to here at college. She knows that I work hard and toil for my education. I wanted to pass that class but it just wasn't meant for me to do it. I guess the Lord wants me to finish up as a Microcomputer Specialist and I agree with him. My friend, Bradford is going to switch his schedule to be Micro along with me. Let's see what else is going on with me. My life has always been an emotional rollercoaster full of dips and turns. All my high school friends and classmates have moved away or moved on. I am still trying make a name for myself in this world. I get sad sometimes when I about all the things I should be doing at this time. All the places I could have visited, all the people I could have met, shoot even all the girlfriends I could had. That's why this time of year is also very lonely for me. I mean, sure I have my mom and that's great too. But, it's just I wish I had someone else who could I share this holiday with as well. Oh well, maybe I am just going thru the "motions" again. I am a spritual person by nature. Perhaps the Good Lord wants me to chill by myself for awhile and do some soul searching. Well, I better wrap this up. Maybe I will do a follow up post or something later. Holla at everybody later. Peace out.
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