Running out of love and patience for some and needing more for others.

Time is winding down as the end of another quarter ends and I get ready for the next quarter to begin. Life has always been bittersweet to me and depending on its flavor, more bitter than sweet. Love is a concept that I haven't fully grasped yet and probably won't for a long time. I have fallen for this girl who over the past 2 years has been loving and cold to me at the same time. It's now coming to that point when a full and totally break up is in the works. Yet, the remembrance of the few good times we've shared makes it a tough decision. Talking to my friend, Kim made me feel alot better getting all that negative emotions out. She really understands me to the point, it's like she's known me for all my life. Tasha is another matter that will be thought, prayed, and discussed over another day. My mom was sick a few days ago and it really upset me because I could have lost her. She is okay after the hospital trip ( damn stomach flu), yet now that she is getting better she is becoming bossy and cranky like usual. When she was sick, she was so understanding and patience and now it's business as usual. Maybe I should take less time worrying about how Tasha is acting and use the rest to worry about her. I have been chalking most of it to Menopause but I now I just don't get it. That will be another thought for another day. Well, I better wrap this up because my cute boss wants to work on the shelves tonight. 2007 will be a year of new beginnings, both good and bad.