Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Test Anxiety with luggage.

As I sit at work, pondering my fate tomorrow when I take my midterm exam. I wondered how it will all play out at the end of this quarter. Will I roll with the punches and come out on top or get cold cocked in the second round. I try not to think about failure and keeping positive about this whole thing. My mom always has faith in me and I would hate let her down. She's my biggest fan and always gives me love and support. Today, I am hunkering down with my two friends, sugar and caffeine. Sugar and caffeine have gotten me out of tighter jams like this and I hope they will see me to graduating soon. Not before I take another test that I have been dreading for a while now, my A+ certification test. It's not the test itself, more likely the price it costs to take it. I am trying to see if I can get a grant to help pay the cost but until then, it's a no-go. As I sit here and write this, I am starting to feel a bit better about my exam tomorrow. My teacher, Mr. Murray has been a great help though all this. Only this quarter has been a very trying experience. I only have to take like 3 classes a week for only a hour each day. That's not alot of time to get things done like in the other classes. So it's frustrating not to have a study guide and prep for a test. Also, the 2 days not spent in class aren't spent on classwork. I use those days to get more sleep or work on household stuff. Thank god, this is my one and only class because I think I would have a breakdown if I had this and another class on top. Well, I think I have vented long enough. More sugar and caffeine and then back on the rack. If anybody happens to read this, please pray for me. I know I am going to need all the help that I can get. Tata for now and peace in all places east.
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