Busy, busy days and an old heart ache returns

My oh my, what a busy day I had. I did alot of stuff today with my mom. Running errands is a good way for me to get out of this house and get some fresh air and exercise. Plus, it means I am doing something constructive and that is a benefit to the house. Life is very dull today while errands being the main point of my day. I need to get out more but somehow that is better said than done. I have met someone nice on Myspace a few weeks ago who seems nice but I just want to make sure that they are cool and not one of those fakes. Yet, she doesn't sound fake. I am hoping she is for real and not here for what she can get out of me.

Anyway, back to my day. When I got back from my errands, I got an instant message from my friend, Tasha. She was telling about how she been. The reason me and her have been in a kind of bad feelings is that she is pregnant. I was hurt because I had so much hope and feelings for her. I guess I shouldn't have been because we really wasn't dating. So we are just very dry and cordial with each other, not as warm and lovely like in the past. It made me see that I can't put so much faith and trust into a person who doesn't feel as strong as I feel about them. I gotta see what is out there for me and who is down for me and only me. I didnt think I would get into Myspace but now, I am on it at least a few times a week. I always thought that Myspace is full of pedophiles and it is but not only them. There are actually people out there who want to meet people for friendship on myspace. Why not just pick up someone off the street and ask to be a friend, that way you might get a faster result. Myspace is the online equal of a singles nightclub.

Oh well, that's one of things in this old life that doesnt make alot of sense (like me, lol). I better wrap this up before it gets too too long. See yall next time.