Monday, August 14, 2006

It's been awhile and I got a few things to say

Whoa, I didn't I would have gone this long without making a post to this blog. I am surpised that this thing is still active. Well, alot has been going on as of late. Girls come and go, jobs come and go, and your boy stays the same. I am still living in the same place and doing the same thing, just existing until I start my career. Life has always been bittersweet, just more bitter than sweet. I thank my homegirls, Brandi and Kim for holding me down. They are girls who I never thought that would talk to my goofy ass. They keep me sane and listen to all my ranting. I guess that's how true friends are. I have had a lot of fake friends who only care about you when it is convenient to them. So I am just trying to find some good friends who care about your boy for me. I need some male friend because I can't have all these female friends because they want one thing than I want. It's seems like every girl I meet wants to be my friend and it's crazy. EVERY GIRL wants to be my friend, that's screwed up. That can be hard on a guy when you feel like you aren't attractive and more or less like a brother or cousin to these girls.

Now for the job front, I have mostly done my own thing. Working on computers and filming stuff was good, seasonal cash but I need something frequent. I needed a job but this is Waycross so you gotta take what you get. I lucked out and found a job near my house. The problem was that this job is very demanding and tedious. I work as a Produce associate for a grocery store. In the beginning it was pretty cool. Yet after a couple of weeks the magic started to fad and it became this crazed beast that was eating up my time and patience. Now I am going to work this job for as long as I can until I do better. I have been doing good because my boss has been telling me I made good money for the store. The money is ok, so I guess I will be fine and I will do some computers on side for extra cash. Yet, the first good opportunity for something better and I am gone.

Let's what else did I mess. I don't want to leave anything out. Oh yeah, I have been talking to girls more now that me and Tasha separated for good. I think it was time for me to move on to something more substantial and meaningful. Waycross is just full of women who arent a good match for me. Women that aren't on my intellual level and who are only out for one thing. Maybe I should focus my attentions to different areas and see what is over there for my benefit. I hear Atlanta is chock full of beautiful, intelligent women but for right now I am looking for women in nearby cities. My dad said: "Always keep your opinions open." Well on that note, I think I will end this post before it gets any bigger. I thought about doing a "Gamer's Moment" but I thought maybe not. Oh well, if anyone ever reads this thing and finds comfort and understanding in it, then leave me an actual comment and no spam please. Hasta la vista and all the stuff. Peace.
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